10 Tammuz 5983/29 June 2023
Day 180 Readings
BST: Numbers 1:32-54, Matthew 9:35-38, Mark 6, 7-13
DKL: 2 Kings 15-16, Acts 19, Psalm 147, Proverbs 18:4-5
Dearest ABBA,
O HOLY ONE of Israel, Great are YOU O LORD GOD Almighty, KING of the Universe! I cling to YOU. I need YOU, I love YOU, YOU are all I have in this world and in the heavens. I am 41 years old, unmarried, still waiting for YOU to fulfill YOUR promises to me. LORD YOU made it clear to me since 2021 that the Man born in Zion that YOU promised me since 2011 is Mosab Hassan Yousef. That is why today I am praying for YOU to grant YOUR will that YOU put in my heart, grant it now so that we will be sent to work in YOUR field. I pray for Mosab please take care of him and protect him, let him to always be led by YOUR Spirit and enable me to walk with him when YOU bring us together as one. O LORD, I pray that YOU make me known to him, reveal me YOUR chosen wife for him. LORD, I pray also for my family, continue to humble us LORD according to YOUR will and plans for us, not to allow the enemy to use us for wicked acts by targetting our weaknesses. I pray that we will always rely on YOU and look to YOU to lead us and sustain. Enable us to live HOLY lives before YOU O GOD, I pray for YOUR grace to always bring us and lead us to the paths of righteousness. Toda for our good health, continue to bless our health O GOD so we may be used by YOU each day of our lives. O LORD prepare us for the good works YOU have prepared for us to do and enable us to always please YOU. I pray for humility and grace upon Dean and Denesse. Thank YOU for molding David help him to be even be better and bless his future family. O GOD, take care of me and my Mosab, do not allow us to settle for anything less than what YOU have prepared for us.
Please bring us together sooner than later because YOU are coming quickly!!! This is YOUR WORD, and I pray that we will be able to do together YOUR will for us and our lives. O GOD, bring Mosab to me... bring us together O LORD. Please O LORD, we wait on YOU. Please fill us with the power and the anointing of the HOLY SPIRIT. Without YOU we are nothing O GOD, please awaken Mosab and revive his spirit. Revive us once again so YOU can use us further.... for YOUR glory, honor, power, praise, YOUR kingdom sake!
Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!
21:57 JT @0813 Apa Hotel Higashi Shinujo Tokyo, Japan
Dear Yousef,
I was with my parents the whole day and all they did was go shopping. I went with them to accompany them also because I was not here for my own pleasure, I don't find Japan pleasurable at all in fact, I have been crying here the whole time we were here, not because I am ungrateful but because this place is spiritually dark and dead and I have been longing to be with you already and start our lives together. I felt so useless and without purpose just being the chaperone of my parents, carrying their things back to our hotel and going back to them again, I did not feel purposeful or useful but I know GOD is happy because I chose to be with them to serve them. What made me happy today was during lunch time because we were able to eat at the Indian Restaurant I've been wanting to go since yesterday and because my Mom was able to buy her stuff, she let me choose where we were eating and we spent very little for a very huge lunch!!! We couldn't finish the Nan Bread and Indian Rice that we were eating so I brought it back to our hotel so that my parents could eat it at breakfast tomorrow. And then I went back to them and when we arrived at H&M my mom was worried about me that I wasn't buying anything and so was my Dad so they told me oh it's cheap and it's on sale so I was able to find a few stuff that was a good bargain but I am careful not to spend too much. In every store I go, I limit or hold myself from spending because I don't want to be a shopping addict. I want to save money and besides, no amount of material wealth could ever satisfy or replace my need to be with you. What I want and need most is to be with you, I didn't care where you were, I just felt like the life I live now is not purposeful, like I'm not making a difference in the world. I want to serve you more than I want to serve my parents because you are making a huge impact in both Israelis and Palestinians, and you live a carefree life without any ambition but to serve KING JESUS. I see your heart and how simple you are and that's why we are meant to be because I am as simple as you and I would even be satisfied just wearing the same clothes for 40years just as long as we are together. You know I say 40 because it is the same time Israel spent wandering in the wilderness but GOD was with them, but they were driven by their flesh and that's why GOD was angry at them. I know you are far from driven by your flesh, you are spirit filled and following the Lamb wherever HE goes. I want to follow you follow KING JESUS and even to the death, because we are all going to die anyway, it's better to die an honorable death. Yes it would be nice to have children with you but if KING JESUS is coming soon, didn't HE say it would be hard to have kids in the last days of the end times??
I pray today:
AVI YAKAR, O HOLY and Glorious One of Israel!!! I cling to YOU, I bow to YOU needing YOU, loving YOU. O LORD, I pray send Mosab and I together LORD, two by two like YOU sent YOUR disciples. Bring us together and send us. I ask YOU to touch Mosab's heart right now, let him see visions and dreams of me and my name, let him find me, let him marry me because YOU told me ABBA that Mosab Hassan Yousef is the man born in Zion that YOU have chosen for me. Let us to meet one another O GOD, this year please! Let him come to me or I come to him, let it happen AVI according to YOUR will and purpose for us. O LORD, I don't want to desire anything but YOUR Will! You know these are the prayers of my heart since I was 15 years of age. I want to please YOU and to follow YOU please AVI, do not forget me anymore, remember me and YOUR Promise to me. Please AVI, prepare my Mom and Dad's heart to release me to be with Mosab, let them release me KING JESUS. O LORD, please help me to be the best wife for Mosab to serve him well and love him the way he needs to be loved. Please AVI, touch his heart, please AVI, make my family live a righteous life before YOU, to administer and execute justice and righteousness in business and in dealing with our workers. Please AVI, what else can I do? But ask YOU O GOD! I ask YOU to do something because YOU told us YOUR children to pray, to ask, to seek, to knock and to believe, and here I am believing, asking, seeking, knocking, please AVI, don't forget me anymore. Please AVI, YOU alone have the power to make my dreams come true. Please AVI, bring My Mosab to me please AVI, or bring me to him, whichever way please let it happen now!!! I want YOUR will to come to pass now!!! May YOUR SPIRIT bring us together because YOU promised we shall not lack a mate, but YOUR SPIRIT will bring us together, let it be soon! Let it be done unto Mosab Hassan Yousef and Marie Christine Yu, according to YOUR will!Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach Amen!
ABBA, I pray also for Ayelet Goldin and the Goldin Family for them to granted rest for their dead, bring home their brother's body so they can bury him in Israel, please grant rest to the Goldin family AVI, please have mercy on their souls who are not in peace because their brother has not been laid to rest. Please AVI, bring Hadar Goldin's body home to Israel and bring peace to their family. Thank YOU AVI for hearing me. I pray also for Grandma Gloria, for her properties to be sold in Bohol, that she would be the one to sell it as she asked me to pray, that they will be able to sell all the properties that needs to be sold so you can bring her to Israel with me this year with Sister Melot, please AVI, answer the prayers of our hearts, ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach Amen!