9 Tammuz 5983 / 28 June 2023
Eid Al Adha
179 Readings
BST: Numbers 1, Matthew 13:53-58, Mark 6: 1-6
DKL: 2 Kings 13-14, Acts 18:23-28, Psalms 146, Proverbs 18:2-3
@0813 APA Hotel Higashi Shinjuko, Tokyo
Dear ABBA,
O HOLY ONE of Israel! YOU are GOD alone and I cling to YOU, I need YOU in every moment of my life, to speak to me and bring life to my whole being for it is only YOU making me live, I live for no one else but YOU so help me ABBA, to always be obedient to YOU. Blessed are YOU my GOD and KING of the Universe! Toda for YOUR WORD today, like bread to my Spirit. Toda for YOUR Spirit, like water to my Thirst, like wine to my body, YOU cleanse me from every toxic thing in the polution of this world. ABBA, in 2 Kings 13, Elisha he was sick before he died, but I don't want to be sick with anything when YOU take ma home, I want YOU to bring me home like YOU brought Elijah home through the firey horses and chariots of heaven. I want to be righteous in YOUR Sight, always depending on YOU trusting YOU, following YOU, being fed by YOU. O LORD embrace me with YOUR Mighty arms that comfort me like my father's arms when I cried, it was YOU who was there with us both. I pray for my parents, please give them good health while we travel, please sustain my mother, please be with us. I did not want to come here but YOU brought me here to heal me, for YOUR Sake I am healed O GOD. I pray for every worker in our Company, make us all faithful in the work that has been entrusted to us. I pray that YOU speak to my mother, enable her to repent so she will be healed from every sickness. Help her to treat everyone with fairness, justice, and enable her to be submissive to Dad. Heal their relationship as husband and wife, do not allow Mom to keep hurting my Dad and Dad to hurt Mom but teach them to be sensitive with one another. One touch from YOU ADONAI will heal them all from their past pain and brokeness. I pray for my siblings to all think about and being trustworthy of the work that YOU have entrusted to us, to take work matters with deligence and careful thought, not to take what YOU have blessed us with for granted, to be humble before YOU as YOU keep teaching us help us to receive instruction and to keep learning from YOU O GOD.
Lord I pray for the wounded and broken. I ask that you heal my mother Myra, Denesse and Pauline from all her brokeness and pain of the past. Please ADONAI only YOU can heal the wounded and broken. Heal Pauline from the false alarm of a husband that she assumed to be Ken, help her to let go of this promise and to wait for the right man YOU have chosen for her to love her and marry her. Toda for saving Ryan Minggay and I from all our BIR Debts. Toda for blessing our work in Lazada Affiliates, please ABBA, let them release to me already my commission so that I can start reinvesting. Please ABBA, I have been overlooked the way I feel YOU have forgotten me, please LORD, release all that is meant to be mine.
Please ABBA, I pray that YOU always align Mosab and I to YOUR will and that we will always please and love YOU more than anything or anyone in this world. I pray prepare him for me his future wife, prepare us for our future family, that YOU build, the family of the Kingdom of GOD, the spiritual family, the family in Israel of Ishmael and Isaac, America and Arab families. O LORD, prepare us continually for the work YOU are giving to us in the last hours of the final days. Help us to be faithful to what YOU have created us to do, help us always to keep looking at YOU to please YOU. Please ABBA, let me always hear YOUR voice and speak YOUR WORDS to everyone around me. Help me to be all that YOU want me to be O GOD. Take care of me ABBA, align me and Mosab always to YOUR perfect will for us moment by moment. Help us to receive every instruction for us day by day and walk with YOU as Enoch walked on earth, pleasing YOU. O KING JESUS, continue to rule over us here on earth as YOU rule already in Heaven, please ABBA, only YOU can make us perfect and complete.
O Adonai, Master of all Things, please bless this day that YOU have made, the day of healing the day of rest. Please ABBA take hold of all my days as I wait and enjoy precious moments with YOU. Please bless Mosab's day wherever he is, let him receive instructions from YOU, fill us with the Spirit of TRUTH, fill us always with YOUR love O LORD because we need YOUR love everyday. Please O LORD, do great and wonderful things for us each day so that we may always worship YOU and bless YOU and praise YOUR Name for YOU are wonderful and YOU make all things beautiful for us. May our lives be a living testimony of YOUR Power and Glory!!!
Ba HaShem, YESHUA HaMashiach, YEHOSHUA HaMalkiZadik Amen!
Dear Yousef,
Today it was a free day and everybody went on their own separate ways except me, I had to accompany my parents because they don't know their way into the big city. They can't read maps, they even almost could not read their emails on their own without the help of a millennial. I also did not come here to Japan for my own interest, I came here just for GOD because I vowed to GOD to come and then for my parents because I know Mom wanted me to come. She gave us money for shopping, I bought 4 books 2 by Viktor Frankl and 2 other psychology books, I also bought 3 dresses from this trip and 2 rings and 2 earings, but I am keeping the rest of the money to save for my travel to Israel there this year to tour with my two spiritual mothers or to work. I went to the boo I only want to go so I can meet you there, because I understand you can't come to the Philippines because it's not safe for you... Also GOD has already given me a go signal to go to Jerusalem to meet you so I am just waiting for the right opportunity to go. I was thinking to stay there longer but if there is no way, then I will have to trust GOD to bring us together even if I won't have to stay there longer. I wish we could communicate online but I know it's not safe for you so I wait I write letters to you instead, because it's what the KING wants me to do, so I am faithfully doing what HE told me to. Although writing letters to you is really beneficial for me because it is therapuetic. But I wish you could respond to me somehow... I wish you would reach out to me once again, I pray for you everyday. I pray GOD will reveal me to you as HE revealed you to me. Best friend Gonen already knows me because I told him I got scammed by someone who pretended to be you online, I know he is angry at me because I'm not as intelligent but I hope he mentioned me to you. I wish we could be friends... I pray that GOD would not fail me this time by telling me who you are and then only to let me give you up in the end. I am already tired of hoping for nothing, I kept praying for my husband and seeking GOD about him ever since I was young. I am a hopeless romantic girl who has dreamt of her "forever love" ever since I could remember. Please take care of yourself and eat a little more... I am gaining weight because of this travel and I ate at a turkish restaurant this evening in hopes that my cravings will be satisfied but I didn't like the food I ate today, there was simply no taste of middle east in it!!! I don't get it!!! and it was expensive than the first one I ate during the first night. Tomorrow I will go to the Indian restaurant if GOD permits me to.
Your Sister Marie