13 Tammuz 5983 / 2 July 2023
Day 183 Readings:
BST: Numbers 3:33-51, Numbers 4:34-49
DKL: 2 Kings 20-21, Acts 21:18-26, Psalm 150, Proverbs 8:9-10
Dear AVI,
Blessed are YOU Adonai ELOHIM KING of the Universe! O LORD My GOD, toda for bringing us all home safely yesterday, for YOUR faithfulness to me for assuring me that I have brought home all that I need except for the 2 things that I lost in Japan, my golden crown ring and my type c-audio jack adaptor. But you replaced my ring with another silver crowned ring but I still feel sad that it's gone because it was a gift YOU gave to me at the highest point of the Philippines, Tagaytay. I was your crowned Queen but I feel maybe perhaps me losing the ring is a sign that YOU have demoted me because I failed YOU. I also thought I lost my old cellphones but I praise YOU My GOD that I didn't. YOU helped me to keep it because YOU are faithful, please AVI, do not cease to be kind to me even though I fail YOU, please keep forgiving me and enable me to forgive and love all those that are unlovable. I pray for Glory and Minggay to be able to pursue their goals to study psychology and be counselors of broken people. I pray for Pauline to be able to let go of the things not meant for her like whoever was in her dreams whom she thought was going to be her husband and AVI, I pray the same way, do not allow me to desire or want anything that is not of YOUR WILL for me. Do not allow me to covet, YOU already know this O GOD, this has been long my prayers and request. Please direct me to the path you want me to go that if it's Doulus or Logos or Jerusalem. I can always ride a ship to the middleeast, I think that would be awesome. O LORD, I pray for YOUR grace to sustain me even as I wait on YOU for further instructions. I pray that YOU surround me with people that love me and support me O GOD and support my dreams. I pray for YOU to cover me because nobody can cover me anymore, I pray that YOU speak to Pastor Timmy regarding YOUR will for my life to go to Israel or to serve in Doulus because YOU have brought me back to the Sanctuary where he is the head. I pray O LORD that YOU bless my path and guide me. I thank YOU for Noli and for the love he has for my family and me that he is not just my worker but spiritual family that I can share my burdens with as we took communion tonight. Thank YOU for giving us the time to pray tonight, I feel comforted in my home that I do not belong to because of the watchdogs YOU sent to me like him and all our dogs YOU have gifted me and my family. I thank YOU for my husband Mosab Hassan Yousef, that he is alive and preserved, single and focused on YOU, my Yousef, the man that I am created to be a helpmate and wife. I pray speak to him about me, reveal YOUR plans to him and give him a heart that carefully follows after YOU. Bring us together soon, I pray, bring us together O GOD and make us ONE in Marriage this year!!! Please Adonai!!! Help me to finish my work and mission in my family so YOU can release me to marry Yousef this year. I want to marry him and serve him already please Adonai! Take care of me and him, take care of us O GOD and bring us together, let there be dreams and visions during this fast as YOU reveal how YOU are going to bring us together, may YOU speak and use YOUR body to minister to me. Please Adonai! I beg YOU, I seek YOU, I need YOU please AVI have mercy on me, remember me now do not forget me anymore. Fulfill YOUR Promises to Mosab and I, I pray that YOU prepare my family to release me to YOUR will for my life for I am YOUR firstborn so I am a Levite dedicated to serve YOU.
in YESHUA Ba HaShem I pray, Amen!