5 Tammuz 5983 / 24 June 2023
Shabbat Readings: CHUKAT (Statute or Decree)
Torah: Numbers 19:1–22:1;
Haftarah: Judges 11:1–33;
Brit Chadashah: Hebrews 9:1–28; (John) 3:9–21; 4:3–30; 12:27–50
Dear Yousef,
Judges 11:27 May the LORD judge between my family and me. This has been the cry of my heart this morning for I felt that my family is the one who picked a fight against me and did me wrong. I know the LORD will bring to justice every wrong being done against me one day. And so I as I kneel before GOD on a tiny hotel room on a shabbat morning and cry to HIM as GOD has been letting me to grieve over my family I pray for the dyesebel possessed and dysebel infected in my family. The KING was with me today as HE comforted me with Words "just be willing to suffer as I suffered, suffering has it's end, I AM faithful and true, I will make every one of My Promise for you happen on the time set for it to happen. Wait on ME, I will not fail you My Beloved
and so I am given the strength and will to continue in my suffering as I wait on HIM. I saw myself in a vision as I clung to the LORD that I was in the Jerusalem House of Prayer worshipping and leading intercessory worship. Perhaps GOD is showing me the way in which I can get there and what HE wants me to do there.
Day 175 Readings:
BST: Levicitus 24:10-25:7, Luke 8:40-56
DKL: 2 Kings 6-7, Acts 15:36-41, Psalms 142, Proverbs 17:24-25
Thank you ABBA, for the WORD YOU gave me just this moment as I sit waiting for the time at Giza Tokyo, I do not have the will to shop because what I want and need I cannot find it in the shopping places of Japan, what I want and need only YOU can give, that YOU have long promised me since 12 years ago, a husband born in Zion, a true son of Israel whose Spirit has no deceit, a man whom YOU have chosen and molded me to be the best wife for him. As I pleaded with YOU this morning O GOD, how much longer should I have to wait and endure the pain of never being the first and only loved by a human? How much longer should I be rejected and forgotten by YOU? Please O GOD Remember me, please my GOD forget me no more and make me a joyful bride for KING JESUS and Mosab Hassan Yousef my earthly king.
Toda Raba that today as I sit and wait for the time, YOU speak to me in another verse of the same chapter of the Brit Chadashah reading of Hukkat in John 12. Toda Raba for your mercies and favor to me O GOD, Please Adonai, give me the grace to wait joyfully with hopeful expectation that YOU will never fail me or anyone who fully trusts in YOU, because YOU are faithful and true and all my hope is in YOU. Please take care of Mosab Hassan Yousef, please let him pray for a wife like me, please let him desire me, please speak to Mosab through dreams and visions about me. ABBA I ask YOU reveal me to the One YOU have revealed to me. I won't stop asking YOU because YOU put this desire in me to keep praying for Mosab, My Yousef, YOU gave me a promise that I would marry him and I want to. I want to.
Ba HaShem YEHOSHUA Ha MalkiZadik Amen!