Written on: 13 Elul 5777 Monday September 4, 2017
Written @ The Watchtower of Ormoc
Ok let me write something from the honesty of my weak and frail humanity. I am a virgin at 35 years old but at a very young age, I was exposed to sex scenes as young as 8 years old. I was curious and without anyone teaching me, I found out how to feel pleasure or orgasm on my own. This topic is much of a taboo subject to be talked or written about, but who else will dare to set the record straight on how to overcome such addictions???
Growing up, I have tried countless of times to get rid of masturbation and pornography. I was not an addict of course, I found myself just engaging in these sinful activities for at least twice a month even when I was a Christian that loves the LORD. There were few months of 2 to 5 that I could stay sober from it. But I have always found myself engaging in such activities again even when my conscience bothered me every time I did it. I didn’t know if it was even possible to completely stay away from it. But Lo and Behold - There is a way!
There is no magic formula, no special solution. But this I tell you really really works! The answer is FASTING!!! I speak in the authority of my own experience. My first fast was only March 1 to 3, 2017 and it was a full 3 day fast. I didn’t know that fasting was a way of self deliverance from all demonic strongholds that has gripped you since childhood! Yes, when you fast under the guidance of a Spiritual Mentor praying for you, 3 days is enough for all the demons dwelling inside of your body to fleeeeeee from you!!! Self-deliverance!!! I said! And it applies to any addiction because addictions are not physical, addictions are all spiritual bondages manifesting in the physical!!! Did you know that your body is without life without your spirit? You are therefore a spirit being first before you are a physical being. So if you want to break any kind of addiction, Wow - I say FAST! Fasting is a very powerful spiritual tool and technique that Yeshua taught His disciples when He walked on earth.
Mark 9:14-29 KJV
Jesus Heals a Boy with an Evil Spirit
28And when he was come into the house, his disciples asked him privately, “Why could not we cast him out?” 29And he (Yeshua) said unto them, “This kind can come forth by nothing, but by prayer and fasting.”
There are problems that can only be solved by prayers coupled with fasting. It’s just the way it is, and spiritual bondages are one of those problems that can be solved with fasting and prayer. During my first fast, It was not my intention to fast to be pure and holy. I was seeking GOD for answers that is why I fasted. (For details of this story, please go to Part 1 of Chapter 6 of My Story of Me: Yiska)
But GOD did more than just answer the questions of my seeking heart, during the Fast, HE purified me, cleansed me, healed me, and delivered me from all the oppressive demonic strongholds that had been on my life ever since I was a little girl! FASTING is a way of self-denial. You deny yourself of the one thing that a human body needs - food, you deny yourself for 3 days and YESHUA appears to you so magnificently, HE touches you from deep within and changes you from nothing to something!!! Today, I have never felt more alive and more free that I have ever been in my entire life!!!
If you are someone who desperately need something from GOD and you seriously and truly want to live a pure holy life before the LORD GOD Almighty, I recommend a 3 (three) day fast, under the supervision of a Spiritual Mentor who loves YESHUA and who have fasted longer days than you. Just try it, but before you decide, you need to prepare yourself weeks ahead of time, prepare your mind, your spirit and your heart, because fasting is not a game to be played with. When you fast, you enter into a Spiritual Battle and I don't recommend that you do this alone especially when it is your first time. If you need a Spiritual Mentor, my husband and I would be glad to be guiding you with it. Thank you for reading and may the FATHER draw you to His Son Yeshua HaMashiach!!! The Lamb of GOD who takes away the sins of the world!!! Amen and amen!