5 Tevet 5780
Today, 2nd day of the 1st month of the year 2020 was overwhelming!
I woke up the usual same time 6.30am. I used to wake up earlier, coz I made it my goal to wake up at 5am but I don't know what happened, I guess because of the holidays?
It's the start of a new year! And GOD is doing a new thing! Okay! I had been expecting GOD to show up or do something amazing and miraculous before the year 2019 ends. Really I have! But nothing happened, maybe I was supposed to do something? So, it was the 31st of December 2019, just minutes before it was going to be January 1, 2020 and I did something unsual. Something I don't usually do because I am who I am and I never want to reach out to a somene whom I think they should be the one to reach out first. But I did it anyway, because how can nothing happen? When GOD promised something would happen? Maybe I was the missing link, maybe I was supposed to be the first one to take that step of faith. Which I thought I did already, how many steps more???
Anyway, today January 2, 2020, GOD has revealed many things to me. Wow! I was so overwhelmed I was distracted with what I would regularly do each day. I couldn't get my mind to focus, I just thought! OMG he's younger like Natan? But it didn't surprise me as much because I had a feeling he was going to be just that. What am I talking about? This person that GOD has been showing me! He's been telling me about him through a friend. And then lately, GOD revealed to me through Pastor Artemio that my husband is described in 1 Samuel 16.
222
Since November 2019, I would wake up in the middle of the night around 2:22 AM, and I'd look at the watch and see 22:20 or see 2:22PM or the number 222. 2 has been showing to me alot. And I discovered from one of the prophets by the name of Nate that 22 means stepping into the door of Promise that you have been believing for the longest time and praying for in the secret place of the Most High. According to Pastor Art, he says 222 means the time is short, we are only minutes away from seeing GOD's promises become a reality.
But it was December 6, 2019 that GOD had revealed to me the hidden part of 1 Samuel 16:12. I was in Dolce Coffee Shop, enjoying my time with my newly found cousin in the Kingdom of GOD - Arlene whose hebrew name is Elisheva. Gaw Arlene found her way to me because of a prophetic conference held in Cebu that she and I attended. Even though we just met on November 7, 2019, I felt so close to her and because her hebrew name is Elisheva, and mine is Miryam Yiska, I concluded that we were spiritual cousins just like Elizabeth and Mary. We were always so joyful when we are together and when we talk with each other. So I gave her the nickname Gaw - which means Cousin in the Bisaya dialect.
During that time, I was telling her about my walk with GOD and I was explaining to her how GOD spoke to me through HIS word and as I was reading to her 1 Samuel 16:12 in the Complete Jewish Bible version - I got the shock of the century because in this version I have a deeper understanding of GOD's will for me. That one simple truth blew my whole mind and composure away because I thought all this time I knew something but it was only then did I truly understand what GOD was trying to show me all this time. But today was even overwhleming, because GOD has been unveiling more secret things to me and I get so overwhelmed with every revelation because it's like the puzzle is almost complete... The last piece of information was vital for me but I was just so overwhelmed. OMG! Because it felt like I could finally understand the entire picture of His message because when GOD speaks to me, it's not in one entirety, it's always piece by piece of a big puzzle. But knowing what I know now, I just felt there was something inside that wanted to resist what GOD wants for me. It's the same issue that GOD had led me to suffer 900 days, but it was just so HE could change the settings of my mind because it was programmed a certain way. But how could it take 900 days to finally accept what HE wants? Now, even after getting used to those 900 days, knowing it now is still not an easy thing but it's no longer taking me 900 days to process, of course not! because I've been here before. And those 900 days most certainly makes sense now than it has every been. OMG!
I can actually feel the nearness of GOD's miracle about to unfold. I'm here, he's here and we are both standing at the door. Last night, GOD spoke to me in Acts 1:4 it said: Don't go out of Jerusalem but wait for what GOD has Promised. To me it means, don't go out of Cebu anymore but wait to meet him...But during those times, the Lord Yeshua was talking about the Holy Spirt. On verse 5 it says: But in a few days, you will be immersed in the Holy Spirit... GOD is telling me "In a few days you will see him, and you will be immersed by my love and faithfulness to everything I have been showing and telling you. I never lie and not one detail I have ever told you will be missed out. Everything I have ever whisphered to you is the Truth because I AM the Truth - I AM that I AM."
Ok reader, I can't explain everything more here, because I want to see in the physical what GOD had been showing me and to have what I have been seing in the Spirit.
