Dedicated to all the Mary's and Elizabeth's of today, the Prophets and Servants of GOD, friends and family, Sleeping Beauties and Princes', Kings and Queens that are waking up!
Written: 22 Av 5777
15 August 2017 Assumption of Mary, the Blessed Human Mother of JESUS, YESHUA
Location: The Watchtower at Ormoc
The Event that led to the Awakening:
Praying in the Spirit on July 29, 2016 - 24 Tammuz 5776
I was in our House Veranda, a beautiful space in our garden, my Haven where I spent time with my Abba to have my morning devotion, or quiet time with the LORD. I usually tell GOD what's weighing in my thoughts and heart, read the Bible to seek GOD what HE has to say about what I just shared with HIM and pray for the day. But that very morning, it was the most unusual prayers I prayed, because I prayed something that I never really usually say, it was not in my mind, but it came out of my mouth, and my own words made me wonder what I had just spoken as I said "LET THIS BE THE DAY OF REDEMPTION..." What did I just say? It was the first time I prayed that way and I wondered what my own mouth just uttered, redemption, what could it mean? That is how we pray in the Spirit, sometimes we don't understand what we pray because we speak in other tongues or language, or sometimes we just pray in a language we can understand but it's not our own will praying that but the Spirit of GOD within us. So I thought, hmmmm what's so special about today? There's going to a business event meeting tonight, I will be meeting new people, but I don't think I would meet my future husband there... well, I just shrugged off those words uttered in the Spirit and wanted to see for myself what the day would bring.
The Match Made on Earth
It was almost midnight, I was out having dinner with new friends from Manila, one of them was unusually himself because I've met him 6 months before and he was never this happy. Marco, was in love and I could see love radiating from within him because of the joy colorfully displaying on his aura. When he found out I was single, he instantly thought of his single male friend Raffy and made plans to match us. (When you are in love, you want everybody to be in love like you) He didn't waste a second and called his friend on the phone and it was already sleeping time but he answered the call from his friend Marco anyway. I was shocked at what Marco did but I was happy with how much Marco cared for his friend enough to find him a girlfriend. I was up for anything during that time, because my brother in the LORD, Jake had been praying for me to find a lifetime partner. Their community was the group that introduced me to Bro. Bo Sanchez, a renown minister, faithful servant of GOD, a King bearing great fruits for GOD's Kingdom. When I learned about Bro Bo's Story, I was absolutely amazed! I have not heard of preachers who actually suffered as much as JESUS did, and when I hear him preach, I feel the Spirit of GOD so strongly upon him. I told my brother Jake, "I want to marry someone like Bro Bo" and he jokingly responded (in our dialect), "Well, that's too ambitious! Why don't we find you somebody who follows Bro Bo Sanchez and attends the Feast..." and I laughed at myself agreeing with him, he is right hehehe! That was too much to ask for, but is anything really too much or too hard for GOD?
Light of JESUS Community - The Feast
I love being in the fellowship with the community of "The Feast" because people there are happy, and are happily hooked in love, just young, alive and vibrant. I was wondering why I wasn't hooked with anyone yet but this congregation just found their spouses from within their big community. So, I thought, maybe it's time for me to find my partner too. I attended Kergyma Conference in Manila with Raffy on November 2016 and the Prophetic Words that Bro. Bo Sanchez preached during that time was "You are pregnant! We are pregnant in the Spirit!" I remember those words very well because Marco, joked about this statement with us because it was really hard for the human mind to understand. "How can a guy be pregnant?" so he laughs about it, but I was frozen when I heard it, and was afraid to laugh about it because I had heard this prophetic word before when I was in London in 2010 with General Robert's Liardon speaking it and the Word "Pregnant" is preached on the Pulpit of GOD's Temple once again and this time it is in my country the Philippines. I had already stopped believing that I was going to marry a Jew as GOD told me on December 2011 because I had been mistaken with having 2 failed relationship with 2 Israelis so maybe I did hear wrong... I doubted GOD's word and my ability to hear from GOD Himself and this (doubting GOD) my friend is a big mistake! But everything happens for a reason, so journey with me on this spiritual awakening...
The Spiritual Awakening:
So I talked to Raffy over the phone and we chatted for sometime and developed a good friendship before he decides to finally come to Cebu to meet me physically on Oct 2, 2016 or 30 Elul 5776. I thought it was special because I met him a day before the new year of the Hebrew Calendar 5777. 3 - 7's it's a special year! This must be it, or he must be the one. I meet him on a Sunday morning at The Feast at Park Lane Hotel (at that time) and I felt blessed to know such a remarkable young man who was still single in his age, established, responsible and who loved the LORD. He was truly a diamond in the rough, why would he still be single like me? Maybe we were meant to be something... who knows? So I was determined to find out.
Days became weeks and weeks turned to months, he would fly in and out of Cebu just to spent time with me. It was December and I wanted to know from the LORD if this guy was truly someone GOD chose for me because I had many doubts about it. Raffy had all the checklist of a good man but there was something odd something just not quite right, and I couldn't bring myself to understand what was going on with me. So I contacted a Prophet that GOD had assigned to pray over me since 2007, his name is Bishop Eugene Amparo from Manila. I asked him over the FB chat, "Bishop, can you please pray to GOD for a guy named Raffy and who he is going to be in my life?" I didn't expect the Bishop to get quick answers because the very next day on 6 Kislev 5777 he chatted and told me what he saw and heard from GOD. I will translate it in English because he wrote everything in tagalog:
"I saw you in a vision and you are so beautiful in your wedding dress and you have a crown of flowers in your head. Then after that I saw you holding hands to a tall white man...it was the LORD JESUS holding your hand..."
Reading those words on chat, my thoughts go "Okay great! here we go, I'm going to be a Bride of CHRIST forever, never going to be married to a human, just going to marry my LORD JESUS - as my friend Jake would joke with me all the time and it was not funny because I desired to be married!"
"What do you mean with the vision Lord?" Bishop Eugene asks GOD. The LORD replied to Bishop "Her husband shall be like ME - YESHUA her LORD, a Jew, a Prophet, a Teacher, a Minister... Whoever I was on earth, that is the kind of man she will marry."
Bishop told me "So that's why it's possible that you will be doing missions around the world."
My Reaction: Angry! "Oh really?! So what about the 2 Jewish guys that I was with and what a mistake that was?"
And Bishop Eugene replies "The others you had before, they were the wrong ones..."
GOD will speak HIS Will to His beloved children through His Prophets, but the LORD will never force anyone to follow HIM if they are unwilling.
But I was still angry and I did not want to believe because of the situation that I was in. I even told the Bishop, "If only you had told me this some 5 years ago (2011), you and I would have had the same spirit." What I was trying to say was "How can you tell me this now that I am dating a good prospect of a man to marry? Why do you tell me all this at the wrong time?" But little did I know, that it was the very right time GOD revealed these things to him because I need to be told the Truth so that I could be set free.
Angrily I went about my day and I tried to ignore what GOD had just spoken to me through the Bishop. I usually don't believe messengers of GOD until GOD tells me HIMSELF. But the message GOD spoke through Bishop Eugene really really bothered me. Even though I tried to be nonchalant about it, I didn't fool GOD. I was not the same ignorant Christine anymore, because I knew something, a very important TRUTH and I was not in line with what I know as the TRUTH so because I was not ready for the TRUTH, I decided that IT was not yet the TRUTH and we basically call this the state of being "in denial". But anyway, I just continued with my days bothered... until the next year February of 2017, I brought my troubled thoughts to my Mom. I never shared anything with her anymore because of what happened to us on 2010 with the "husband revelation" but I shared what was bothering me during that time because perhaps she could shed some light and a great light she indeed shed. She was surprised that the Bishop had revealed these things to me, and so she felt the need to tell me what GOD had been telling her for some time now. I too was excited to know what she knew. She said "GOD had been speaking to me to let you go because the man you will marry is a foreigner, someone who lives outside of the Philippines and will bring you where he is" BOOM!!! My Mom's words shocked me... My Mom is hearing from GOD to let me go... WOW!!! That was a miracle! Because if you have been reading my life story since Chapter 1, she would never ever let me go anywhere far, she held me close to her heart and just near her physically. So I was convinced, okay... now all I need to do is to hear from GOD Himself. I never take anyone's word for faith, I always take Promises and Words from GOD alone. But the people GOD used to speak to me has ushered me back once more at the feet of JESUS to seek HIM and truly hear from HIM.
The Spiritual Covering
Apostle Artemio Pacle had been a minister serving in JESUS Reigns ever since it began, and he has been doing BIBLE Studies in many places including our employees in our company and in our home. I have been attending his Bible studies at my house because I was really drawn to the Spirit of GOD inside him. He was always so childlike and joyful ever since I met him during our Yolanda mission work on 2013 to help IsraAid (Israeli-based humanitarian aid agency that responds to emergency crises and engages in international development around the world) help the Victims of the Haiyan Typhoon that hit Tacloban. I have lost contact of him after the Yolanda Crisis but here he was again, in my house doing another mission work - feeding the sheep of GOD in our household. Apostle Artemio is an advocate of Fasting because GOD has called him in the Ministry of Healing and Deliverance. Pa Artemio, which I endearingly call him today, has inspired and encouraged me to fast because he always talks about his supernatural experience and the power he gains by applying a spiritual tool that JESUS has taught his disciples when HE walked on earth.
Inside the Chambers of the KING: Holy of Holies
There was an up coming organized fast happening on March 1 to 3 2017 with JESUS Reigns Core Group and I decided to fast for 3 days with Pa Artemio (along with JESUS Reigns Organization), 2 weeks prior to the 1st of March, because fasting needs a lot of preparation both in the mind and the spirit. Come March 1, 2017 and I have asked Pa Artemio to pray for me while I fasted. My motivation to fast was to hear from GOD regarding Raffy. During my Fast I sipped very little water because I did not want to feel hungry if I drank too much water. During my fast I was able to enter the HOLY of Holies and come to GOD at the feet of His throne.
Inside the Chambers of my KING our conversation went like this and I will write it like A Script:
Christine: ABBA what is Raffy to me? Is he the one for me or not??? What??? Tell me LORD.
Adonai: You are not the best for Raffy and Raffy is not the best for you.
Christine: What?! So why did You allow us to meet and date? I don't want to hurt him! Why do You give me all this trouble?!
Adonai: Don't worry I have already prepared someone for him and someone for you, that's actually the very very best...
Suddenly, ADONAI shows me a 3D vision!
The VISION:
Raffy is happily in love and married to my friend, the vision I see is so clear that I could feel the exciting joy and bliss that they feel in the picture that I saw. I felt what they felt. The Vision was 3D because I could feel exactly what they felt.
The Mission
For many nights, I couldn't sleep because I didn't know what to do. (I knew what to do but I was too much of a coward to understand what I had to do). So I talked to my spiritual mentor/father Artemio Pacle and he instructs me what to do. So I prayed and prepared and told Raffy (with a lot of tears on his birthday) that I was not GOD's best for him because GOD wanted him to be with my friend. And I also told my friend about it. For some time, Raffy has told me that "You must be hallucinating" and I would expect to be called crazy for even thinking that GOD speaks to people but HE does because GOD still does speak to people directly just like HE used to with Abraham, Moses, Deborah, Apostle Paul and the rest of the people that really and truly believe that HE exists! You see the reason why people are able to hear from GOD is because they believe HE exists and they believe they can hear. It is their faith that causes them to see and hear GOD! Yes I was chosen, but you can be chosen because we are all called! The reason why we are chosen is because we chose to believe GOD! Not because we are something more special than others, but what makes us special is our ability to TRUST and BELIEVE GOD, that's it! Haaaaaai! People don't let the Pharisees tell you lies again, read the BIBLE for Yourself and find out the TRUTH yourself! GO ahead! I dare you! Find your RHEMA - your specific WORD from GOD for you and your present situation, HE wants to tell you many things!!! But are you listening??? You can't find HIM unless you are looking for HIM, and unless you are truly seeking HIM. The Kingdom of GOD is like a hidden Treasure, you need to dig in!!!
Destiny is GOD's ordained plan but it is still your choice:
I have been prophesied many times by Prophets ever since the age of 16 what my life was going to be like and what GOD wanted me to do in life and now here I am, fulfilling the Very WORDS HE had spoken through the Prophets HE used to speak to me and now I have become a Prophet myself. I really don't have to be whatever GOD wants me to be, no! I have the right to say No! because GOD in HIS great love gave us Free Will. HE will never force HIMSELF to us or HIS will on us because HE is a complete gentleman! But I felt the call of the LORD ever since I was a baby, I felt HIM as I grew in age and matured and I chose to read HIS word and know HIM more because I was smitten by HIS romantic pursuit of me. I even felt HIM call me to go higher with HIM during my doubtful times dating Raffy, because GOD uses people and events and even troubles, trials and even calamities and sicknesses to draw us - HIS Beloved Children to HIMSELF. Why? Because HE is so in love with us. Yes!!! HE is in love with you and me!!!
GOD doesn't need Your gifts!!! He gave them to you... GOD doesn't need Your Beauty He made you the way You are GOD doesn't even need you HE can make another one like you GOD wants Your heart, and He wants all of YOU
Theme song: Something Just Like This by Coldplay
The Awakening - The Great Transformation:
Ever since the time I had fasted for 3 days under the covering of Pa Artemio, my life has changed radically and drastically. This is the great Spiritual awakening I have experienced and my family can attest to that, they can see how I have changed radically in such a short time! Of course, today they don't understand what's going on yet but if only they will read the Prophetic Words that were spoken and written about my life, that I kept in the Blue Clear Book that I left in the Big Brown Table in the Living Room of our House, then they would begin to understand why they have to let me go and be one with the LORD regarding HIS plans for me because I have been called and chosen, set apart to do HIS bidding and you know what? I chose to follow HIM. There is no other profession, work, or calling I would rather do for myself than to be sitting at the feet of JESUS and writing whatever things HE has called me to write, creating Tablets thru Instagram, speaking or delivering messages to people that HE cares about and just doing whatever HE wants me to do. Oh my GOD!!! The GOD I know is not Boring! But religion makes HIM boring =( That is why, GOD has sent me and many others and we are here to continue to do HIS bidding, even when it gets us in trouble.
Our WHY's: Why we do what we do lies in our heart's true motives. What for:
For the Broken because I once was broken
I do what the KING tells me to do because being His Soldier, Servant, Follower, and Princess Warrior - it is the most amazing, exciting job in the world! Like a secret agent HE instructs me to be a homeless girl or be a friend or even be a foe and I just obey because along the way I see HIS miracles unfolding in people's lives. I myself am surprised at the things HE makes me write and the many times HE writes or creates Instagram messages through me, I gasp my breath and hold my mouth and say "Oh my GOD, are you sure?" or "OMG You are crazy!" and We just laugh together at these things! I am amazed at the things HE leads me to do in the Spirit and every time I do something that HE wants I just feel satisfied and fulfilled that I was born for this!!!
I have been searching all my lifewhat I was supposed to be, all my life I have been searching and finally I am here... half of my life just searching and seeking but GOD is so faithful because finally I know who I am and what I am supposed to be. You can label me anything you may like, a prophet, a servant, a devote, a follower a crazy girl, or a heretic, it doesn't matter really. All I know is that every time I obey HIM I just feel HIS pleasure over my body. I just love how HE loves me and I dance along when HE sings and shouts to me "That's my Girl!"
For LOVE - His Pleasure and Mine:
So try to listen to HIS Voice because YESHUA my Adonai, HE doesn't just talk a lot, HE sings too because of HIS overflowing love for me and you.... and WOW! What a beautiful singing voice HE has!!! =) When you get to finally hear HIM, You will surely fall in love with HIM because HIS Voice is addictive it gets you HIGH!!! hahaha!
Today, the Catholic church celebrates the Assumption or Rapture of Mary the human mother of my KING YESHUA. Some groups believes she never died physically but some groups writes that she did and her spirit went to Heaven. But whatever you chose to believe about the Blessed Mary, it is most important that you believe that her Son YESHUA, JESUS miraculously conceived on Mary's Womb by the Holy Spirit, died on the cross for you and me at age 33, resurrected after 3 days and assumed to Heaven without dying again, as foretold by the many witnesses written in the New Covenant. Many years ago, a Mary assumed to Heaven, whether she experienced death or not, she is in Heaven because she was an elected Saint and she chose to finish her race well on earth. Today, another Mary dies a carnal death, not a physical death but a death to her human nature. She is my friend and and sister, her name is also like mine - Marie and in Hebrew our names are called Miryam.
Surrendering our Lives to Jesus is to Die to Self
Many years ago, a Blessed Mary assumed to heaven, and today a Marie had finally surrendered her life to the LORD, but she is still alive of course. To surrender one's life is to let go of the things we hold on to that is not according to God's will. To surrender to is let go of our own carnal desires and human thinking and to follow the ways of GOD and submit to His Laws already written in His Word. I have been praying for Marie's carnal or natural death since last year, so that her spirit will begin to live. How timely, that her carnal death happens today!!! But it is never a coincidence that GOD would chose to honor another Mary today, to bring her carnal nature to death so that she can truly live in the Spirit. Denying our flesh as JESUS had taught us is dying to one self, carnal death is a continual process, because everyday we have to chose to follow the ways of GOD instead of doing how or what we think we ought to live or do. And that is why I do what I do - I follow JESUS. It is never just for me, it's for people like her, and me including you, and most of all, I do what I do for my KING YESHUA, JESUS who was broken and who died for the salvation and healing of all mankind.
The Pre-Revelation
My family and I were scheduled to leave for Europe on May 11. 2 days prior to our departure, I went SM Cebu to renew my driver's license and I had a unplanned meeting - what I call divine appointments (meetings set up by GOD) with a dear friend, her name is Charmaine Kara and she is married to an Israeli. We talk over coffee while waiting for my que and I testified to her what GOD had done to me during my 3 day fast, she was amazed and she told me "Your heart is now right, you are ready to receive your future spouse." And I was like "huh?" dumbfounded because I didn't understand how my fasting experience made my heart right to receive a lifetime partner.
The Revelation
But the very next day, during my morning devotion or quite time with the LORD, I reflected on what my sister Charmaine just told me and I asked the LORD. "What made her say my heart is right LORD? In fact, because of the fasting I see so many visions from You, I think that it's an advantage for me to be single right now because if I had a husband he would hinder me from doing these many "weird" things, you are showing me." And my Abba, laughing and just amused at me tells me "My Dear Child! ( If I put in our modern language HE is saying - You cute silly little girl!) Don't think I put these many burdens on you for you to carry them alone! Of course you won't be doing all these things alone, in fact the many things you see are not even your expertise but your husband will be heading these many things and you will be helping him, you will be a great help to him." And I was like "Aaaaah really? (Are you seriously joking me GOD?) You're telling me there is a man who is more mission - minded, more GOD loving, more compassionate than I am?" And silence... Imagine HIS big big smile like HE is hiding some kind of surprise from me. And then HE reveals just a little bit to me... "He is younger than you but you will be surprised at how he is more than you..."And this is how I know that it is truly GOD YAHUAH speaking to me because suddenly tears run down my face and my mind is resistant but my heart was soft as flesh...and so I just cry, I cry because I have asked GOD for a husband much older or at least older than me because I want him to take care of me. "But why younger?! WHY?! Why younger?" Inside my head is arguing because of the many human preconceived notions and biases or mind setting that I subjected myself into believing about age in relation to maturity and insecurities of women being older than their spouse, but my tears were evidence of my heart accepting His will and my Spirit was saying "Yes LORD, I accept him, I accept Your will, let Your will for my life be done." So that day, a modern Mary had to die to her self will again, and everyday as I chose to die to myself then I am truly living for Christ, JESUS and that is how YESHUA becomes my KING because I let HIM reign and rule over me.
"To live is Christ to die is gain"
HISTORY in the Making
Come May 11, 2017 my family and I travel to Europe and the rest is history! History is HIS Story that the great and Mighty KING have been writing throughout the ages of old, tales older than time, Fairy tales that are true after all, Scrolls that a KING together with HIS servant Kings, Priests, Prince' and Princess', Prophets and Apostles, Disciples and Followers have already written down through the Ages. So don't just take my word for it my dear Soldiers, Followers and Seekers of the TRUTH, find out for yourself and open that GREAT BOOK which contains the very WORDS of the TRUE and Living GOD - the BOOK of the GOD of Abraham, Isaac and Israel, the GOD of Covenants, the GOD of Love, the GREAT I AM!!! My FATHER, my KING, the greatest LOVE I will ever ever know - the WORD of GOD is YESHUA Himself, JESUS our Savior, the Lion and the Lamb, the Alpha and Omega, My Center, My All, My Everything!!! (HE wants to be Yours too!) And because I desire Him so much, I am going to marry a man just like HIM! WEEEEEEE!!!
Luke 1:45
"Blessed is she who has believed that the Lord would fulfill his promises to her!”
Mary’s Song
And so I echo the words of Mary the most Blessed of all woman, the human mother of JESUS my Savior, YESHUA my KING:
46 And Mary said:“My soul glorifies the Lord 47 and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, 48 for he has been mindful of the humble state of his servant. From now on all generations will call me blessed, 49 for the Mighty One has done great things for me—holy is his name. 50 His mercy extends to those who fear him,from generation to generation. 51 He has performed mighty deeds with his arm;he has scattered those who are proud in their inmost thoughts. 52 He has brought down rulers from their thrones but has lifted up the humble. 53 He has filled the hungry with good things but has sent the rich away empty. 54 He has helped his servant Israel/Philippines,remembering to be merciful 55 to Abraham and his descendants forever,just as he promised our ancestors.”
King of Kings and Lord of Lords! YESHUA Ha Mashiach!
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