23 Sivan 5983 12 June 2023
5th Watch
Day 163 Readings: Leviticus 7 - The Priests Part in the Offerings
Dear Yousef,
Shalom! Salaam! What a glorious monday, especially when I am having an activity at church then the RUACH just suddenly wakes me up at 5:15am, without the alarm but I was still napping right after the alarm though. With all the fast food I am eating, I have not moved in 2 days already. But I did eat something good on Sabath lunchtime, no wonder why I am not moving as I want to move. Since I've always had digestive problems in the past because of my blood type AB, I should not be so worried but still I hate feeling bloated. I prayed for you last night with my spiritual son Natanel, as we make it a point to have nightly communion and partake JESUS through HIS word and offer incesnse of prayers kneeling at the red carpet of the Tabernacle at my house, in from of the Table that we call the Ark of the Covenant. Last night was particulary amazing when I shared to him how the KING has spoken to me about a myseterious man that will be my husband since 2010. At first on December 2011, GOD had made it clear to me that this man is born in Zion in Psalm 87 but I assumed he was a jew, okay my bad! But GOD has revealed many elected men in my life but after all the years have passed, it had become clearer and clearer that this man is actually you. As I have already heard about you from my Muslim Palestinian friends since 2010 in London, I did wonder about you when I stared at your name from your book for a long time but I shrugged it off because the possibilities were very small since you are a high profile person, intelligent and all and I am just a regular ordinary girl and now with autistic disabilities. But hey! I love who I am and I'm not ashamed of it. Right now it's 7:15 and I have to be at church by 7:30 so I have to go now, til then, take care
20:02 Just got back from church activity for 1.5 days. The activity is called "Encounter with GOD" retreat and I was there for facilitate. We were supposed to end by 5pm but we ended around 19:30 becasue there was an "Exorcism" that took place where our Pastors had to pray for more than 2 hours for a certain girl to be delivered from all her 12 demons. It took so long and our Pastor was already tired, I just prayed for them to have the strength to finish the task. I know GOD has also called me to drive out evil spirits but I need to wait for my Pastors to authorize me before I should start doing it in church so I just prayed form them instead. But the best thing that happened to me while I was in the Encounter was when I was listening to Pastor preach about purpose I saw a vision of me already in Israel about to meet you because you and I were at the same event and it was such a clear vision that I started to cry because I could imagine crying just for the moment that I will be seeing you.
10:16am Last night, after our family communion, I spoke to Natanel about how GOD has been speaking to me about coming to Israel through his scoffing, through GOD's word and through the circumstances happening in my family, and then through the vision GOD gave me earlier that day during Pastor's message about purpose in the Encounter with GOD retreat. The vision was me in a speaking event (probably with ICEJ), and I was looking at you, speaking in the platform and I am crying because finally I am seeing you for the first time and meeting you. The picture was so real, I cried while listening to Pastor preach. Sometimes I wonder if it was just my own imagination and not a vision from GOD but then I recall the WORD GOD gave me last night with Natanel about me going to Israel just as a person in linkedin encouraged me to go. I felt sometimes if this person I was talking to was you, he claims to be from the priestly line of Cohen with the name Yaakov. But he did gave me an idea to go to Israel, but it was only last night that GOD gave me word in 1 Samuel 16:1 that this idea has now became an order from GOD for me to go. I have already been looking into applying to ICEJ but I don't know if I will qualify for the work position. I wanted to apply to Nes Amim but they were still not accepting foreigner volunteers so I have no other option but to apply for a Christian orginaization in ICEJ. I don't know but I felt this indepedence celebration was GOD telling me to be finally be independent from my family. At 41 years old, I really don't know if I have the strength to work for another company and country but if GOD wants me to, I believe HE can make me like Caleb or Joshua to be as vigorous as any youth can be. Through fasting or prayer, through fellowship and oneness with the KING, may HE make me just like HE did with Elijah in the past.