28 Tammuz 5983 / 17 July 2023
Day 198 Readings
Numbers 11:1-38
29 But Moses said to him, "Are you jealous for my sake? If only all the Lord's people were prophets, that the LORD would put His Spirit on them!" 30 Then Moses returned to the Camp, both he and the elders of Israel.
365 Daily Kingdom Living:
1 Chronicles 23-24
Romans 4
Hallelujah!!! YOU are my righteousness O GOD!!! I will look to the Cross YOUR finished works, YOU have overcome the World, therefore I overcome the world too for as YOU are, so I AM for I AM YOURS.
16 Therefore it is of faith that it might be according to grace, so that the promise might be sure to all the seed, not only to those who are of the law, but also to those who are of the faith of Abraham, who is the father of us all 17 (as it is written, “I have made you a father of many nations”) in the presence of Him whom he believed—God, who gives life to the dead and calls those things which do not exist as though they did; 18 who, contrary to hope, in hope believed, so that he became the father of many nations, according to what was spoken, “So shall your descendants be.” 19 And not being weak in faith, he did not consider his own body, already dead (since he was about a hundred years old), and the deadness of Sarah’s womb. 20 He did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief, but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God, 21 and being fully convinced that what He had promised He was also able to perform. 22 And therefore “it was accounted to him for righteousness.”
Psalm 13
1 How long, O Lord? Will You forget me forever?How long will You hide Your face from me?2 How long shall I take counsel in my soul,Having sorrow in my heart daily?How long will my enemy be exalted over me?
3 Consider and hear me, O Lord my God;Enlighten my eyes,Lest I sleep the sleep of death;4 Lest my enemy say,“I have prevailed against him”;Lest those who trouble me rejoice when I am moved.
5 But I have trusted in Your mercy;My heart shall rejoice in Your salvation.6 I will sing to the Lord,Because He has dealt bountifully with me.
Proverbs 19
16 He who keeps a mitzvah (commandments) keeps himself safe, but he who doesn’t care how he lives will die.
Dear AVI,
HOLY ONE of Israel My Father who loves me more than anyone on earth. I cling to YOU My GOD My Redeemer, My Refuge and my strength. I cling to YOU. I need YOU AVI, last night, the enemy paralyzed me in my sleep and tried to seduce me and I called out the name of JESUS. Then you awakened me before 4AM that I should pray but my body is weak LORD, strengthen me once again by YOUR Spirit because the enemy attacks us from left to right. We are helpless O GOD but YOU are all powerful and Your enemies cannot stand against YOU so help me AVI heal from all my pain and trauma, help me to rise from the pit that I am in, that dark pit of pain and depression, fear and anxiety, help me to rise above it. I cannot win without YOU for I am nothing without YOU. Oh Adonai, I do not want to do anything as a result of trauma and pain, I do not want to overeact, I want to be healed by YOU. Heal me while I am still in Cebu so that I can do great things for YOU when I go to Israel. So that YOU can use me, I am broken and I do not want to stay broken because YOU are YHVH Rafa, My Healer. You are YESHUA, My Savior, My deliverer, My comfort, My refuge, My strong tower, My fortress YOU are Ruach Hakodesh, the Life in Me, YOU are My Greatest Love YEHOSHUA, the One who fights for me and defeats all my enemies, Adonai Tzevaot LORD GOD of Heaven's armies. I need YOU each moment of each day, cast away that evil spirit trying to whispher wrong things in my ears. Cast them all away O GOD and heal us of our sickness and disseases, Fill me with YOUR everlasting and unfailing LOVE O GOD, I need it so much, I need YOU. I am nothing without YOU. Toda for allowing Dean to talk to me last night. We reconciled in a way but I am not healed from everything. This pain is driving me to seek out that which is meant for me. So help me AVI, to do things right, to be right and at peace with all my bretheren and family. Please AVI, this things I am asking is impossible for us humans, but nothing is impossible with YOU and YOU are GOD of miracles. So I pray that YOU will do YOUR work in us. I expect YOU to move O GOD after all the tears I have been through....
Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach Amen!
Dear Yousef,
Please pray for my healing. Today I am going to apply to volunteer for Israel may the LORD grant me this request, may HE bring us together from there. I've felt so much pain this year, birth pangs because GOD is about to birth forth HIS promise to us. And I was about to go into self-pity last night after Dean and I talked when the HOLY SPIRIT whisphered in my heart, do not despise the pain, because you need to know this kind of pain so that you will understand Mosab and his heart. I was silent, wow!!! If I knew how much pain I would go through for you maybe I would have given up believing you are my husband, I cannot take it, it's too much but now that we are on our way to meet, I will continue to carry the pain of the cross because one day we will carry it together you and me for HIM. Please take care My Beloved.
Love, Marie Christine
Dear AVI,
I have anxiety and fear, worries... I have pain, I am so broken O GOD, no matter how I cry it never seems to end... When will YOU Heal me o GOD? How will YOU heal me?? I do not know, I cannot deal with everything going on right now. Please O GOD, have mercy on me. Take care of me. I cry out to YOU, help me to handle this pain, I cannot handle it O GOD. I do not trust my family anymore, YOU know how much harm they brought to me. But help me to stick it out if YOU don't want me to runaway. Help me to stick it out. Help me to heal while I am here. I need YOU AVI, to make me whole again. I need YOUR love O GOD. I am so broken O GOD. I am so broken. I have lost my strength even to do anything... I need YOU O GOD! I need YOU. Perfect love casts out all fear, so fill me with YOUR perfect love. YESHUA fill me with YOUR perfect love, I need YOUR perfect love.
Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!