27 Sivan 5983 / 16 June 2023
6th Watch @Mandaue Watchtower
Day 167
Readings: Leviticus 4:1-35, Hebrews 13:1-25
Dear Yousef my Beloved,
Last night, I sent a chat message to your best friend Gonen because I wanted to know when you are going to Israel so I can hear your speaking engagement live. I am looking forward to travel to Israel this year, I have a go signal from the LORD to get to you. This morning I prepared my car to be fixed and for the rest of the day I will be preparing everything for my departure to Japan for 2 weeks. To me going on this trip to Japan is too long, because I don't want to be around my brother Dean and his wife who has brought damage to my well being when they all instigated my family against me. But I trust GOD to deal with them because they have been infected by the dysebel spirit through my mother and his mother in law. Yes they both have dysebels because they always want their way done. But with me I refuse to partake anymore lies from dyesebel by just forgiving those who hurt me and allowing myself to be under my fathers rule. But the pain I feel in my family has been going on for many years now. I cannot see myself living with them or close to them far longer. GOD has been prodding me to go to Israel so I will go, this year and hopefully somebody will accept me to live there. I aloready applied to Helping Hands Coalition but they have not yet replied, I want to wait for their reply before I apply for another organization like ICEJ. May the LORD who is bringing us together straighten my path for me.
13:55
I am going to the car shop to leave my car there and then finish packing to prepare for tomorrow. I will write again later
18:26
I've finished packing and put my car in the shop to be repaired while I'm away. There is a problem with our trip in that it has become an hour late towards Narita and it's not good because we have another flight to catch going to Sapporo at 1pm. We just have to pray that that flight is also late so we can go and move ahead to Saporo... Anyway I did tell Mom that I didn't want to go to this vacation, but I felt sorry when she asked me to come and I did vow to GOD that if HE indeed paid up all my debts that time I would come to this vacation with them. And GOD did pay it all, so I had no choice but to go. I would have preffered to stay because I want to go to Israel this year but never mind, I will go to Israel anyway. At least I get to enjoy this last vacation I will have with them.