18 Tammuz 5983 / 7 July 2023
Day 188 Readings
BST: Psalm 143, Numbers 15:32-41, Galatians 2:11-21 DKL: 1 Chronicles 4-5, Acts 25, Psalm 5, Proverbs 18:19
Dear AVI
My Great and Wonderful GOD that I call my Father-AVI, HOLY are YOU O LORD!!! And I desire to live in holiness and righteousness before YOU, to be clean and to heal or cleanse others like YESHUA did. I pray for the Supernatural to be at work in my life just as Pastor Jonah preached in our bible study yesterday at the Warehouse. O LORD, I thank YOU for every bit of blessing and everything that I am enjoying in my home, my family, my dogs, our faithful workers. O Adonai, I am grateful for everything and I am not bored, I am grateful, I am enjoying but something is missing, it's the challenge, and joy that I used to have when I was in the middle of a great problem of our family business. It's not that I am looking for problems, it's just that I miss YOUR Shekinah presence in my life, something that I do not have right now because maybe of the way my family has criticized what has become of me everytime I am in YOUR Shekinah presence. I thank YOU for leading me unto what YOU want me to do. YOU are leading me fast and quickly and it started on the Sunday, that Earl was giving me chocolates to the Lunch Table that I was seated with Noli and Minggay. That night, I talked to Noli about the Earl Revelation experience when YOU told me he was the first one to be an elected husband and why YOU decided to reject him when he refused to stand up for YOU through the WORD YOU have given me in 1 Samuel 16:1 but as Noli continued to read it in the succeeding verse in Cebuano, I got a rhema WORD from YOU, in the same verse:
"Fill your horn with oil, and set out; I will send you to Yishai (Jesse) the Beit-Lachmi (of Bethlehem), because I have chosen myself a king from among his sons.” Thank YOU for this WORD O LORD!
So right now this WORD rhema to me again and that YOU are not sending me to Bethlehem but to a man who is from Bethlehem. Amazing!!! Okay! But this WORD I received from YOU since June 11 has been speaking to me again and again. But also I received vision from YOU on June 12 that I am already in another location (I believe to be Israel) about to listen to Mosab speak in public. But the vision I believe is a confimation that YOU are sending me... somewhere, which was not so clear during that time but I believe that when YOU send me I will meet Yousef there. So I am excited and willing to act on this vision but I also need a date from YOU because I still have a commitment in church to attend the Anniversary. But yesterday Ate Sally told me I hope you can join us as soon as possible, got me to thinking that maybe I should be writing to their office about my application to volunteer this week. On July 4th - another Independence day this time in America YOU gave me word in Acts 22:10 So I said, ‘What shall I do, Lord?’ And the Lord said to me, ‘Arise and go into Damascus, and there you will be told all things which are appointed for you to do. This WORD excites me because it is yet another confimation that YOU are sending me to the Middle East, so that is why I told Ate Sally yesterday that I prefer to ride Logos Hope because it is going to the Middle East. I felt that I should be heading there because this is what YOU called me to do. But she said it's not going there anymore, by September it will go to Africa and she advised me to get on board Doulus where the routes are in Asia because it is cheaper to travel to Asia than to go to farther places. So I said okay it doesn't matter because for me if I am to meet Yousef I am certain that he is not in the Middle East right now, he is in Asia so it would also make sense if I am to ride Doulus instad of Logos if my purpose is to meet him first before we could go on a mission together. So AVI, please speak more to me regarding me joining Doulus, please make it clear what dates I should be on board the Ship. Please reveal this to Pastor Timmy and let him to send me off to Doulus, I want to have the support of my church family. I pray that YOU will speak to them and even my family about it and help them release me and bless me on this mission that YOU are sending me. Please AVI, take care of my family, my dogs, our business and everything that concerns me so that I can totally enjoy and focus on my trip with Doulus. Put it in my parents heart not to be sad if YOU have called me but enable the to release me with a blessing to find also a Godly spouse along the way. Thank YOU FATHER that YOU are finally sending me after all the years I have waited to be sent again since 2010 that YOU brought me home that I was so depressed when I got here because it was not what I imagined where YOU would use me. But YOU did great things for me O GOD as I obeyed, so help me to keep obeying and give me that joy and shekinah presence that I always miss and love so much everytime I am obeying YOUR will for my life.
I pray for Gaily, please grant all her request about all her cases to be settled, I understand truly how cases can be a drag and bring terror in our lives, I pray that YOU settle them all for her and heal her and Gabella of any sickness they are suffering this season because YOU died and suffered for our healing and abundant life, I pray the same for Jhunn Marie that she would be healed of bone marrow disease and help her to break free from all her debts. I pray for my parents and siblings to walk in righteousness in administering the business that YOU have entrusted to us O GOD, help them to be diligent and to not take our blessings for granted. Please AVI, I pray that YOU finish selling off all Ezra Townhomes this year before I get on board I pray that Ordoyo family already decided to own Unit 6 and that they will be united and that they will not doubt anymore. I pray that someone will buy in Cash Unit 4 and 5 so that commissions will be released soon and that this will fund my living expenses on board Doulus. Of course LORD, if YOU want me to leave sooner than later, I am more than willing to leave everything behind because YOU have already finished paying off all my debts and has bought back my freedom. So please make YOUR will be known to me and everybody around me giving me peace as I do YOUR will O GOD. Help me to decide to follow YOUR will at the right time, without delay if it is urgent then let me leave right away. AVI, fill me with YOUR HOLY SPIRIT fire so that I am confident and whole once again to do what YOU are calling me to do and I pray that YOU always provide, protect and lead Mosab My Yousef to do YOUR will, to have joy and peace and to dwell in YOUR presence all day long make him joyful in YOU ABBA as he seeks YOU continually I pray that YOU reveal more truths to him and that he will always be sensitive to YOUR leading and prodding, careful to obey YOU moment by moment. Even though King David was not perfect, but he was pleasing to YOU, I pray that Mosab, and I and our families will be pleasing to YOU O GOD, that we will forever be faithful to YOU until the end.
Ba HaShem YESHUA HaMashiach, Amen!
Dear Yousef,
Today I heard Watchman Erick talk about how Damascus is being attacked by Israel because they are threatening the Nation with another War. I know that one day Damascus will be wiped out, I just pray that Christian Syrians will evacuate Damascus and many Syrians will be saved in YESHUA and evacuate Damasucs before GOD destroys the whole city to pieces!!! Maybe GOD is sending us to Damascus to warn people in Damascus to get out of there quickly and be saved in YESHUA! What do you think? And I remember even the friends of Achi Glory and Jeffrey who are Syrian parents migrated to the Philippines, I think there will something to do with them in our mission from GOD in the future that HE maybe sending us to Damascus. What do you think? I know you are so busy right now as Israel is heading for another big war after all the unceasing war going on in the Middle East. I know you must be pressured and feel helpless at times but I pray that you are always clinging to the GOD of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. I pray that when we are together you will be happy and that you will find peace and joy and love unimaginable because of the gift GOD is giving us. You know, I found another Palestinian Christian guy like you who loves JESUS too but he is a millennial born in New York doing millennial stuff. He is also good looking but no one compares to you My Yousef! Because I just love the way you are older than me and not a millennial, how much you care about the war and about the people affected in this war. I love you and I pray that GOD will no longer change his mind about us. Let it be unto us according to HIS will Ba HaShem YESHUA Ha Malkizadik I pray! I think that when we meet, everything will happen so fast and so quick it will be supernatural! Listen, there's no other man for me but you, I cannot find another man like you, you are different and I love everything about you even though I don't know you personally. Please take care of yourself and eat a little more so that you are not so thin and fragile.....I need to be thin not you. Take care my Yousef and always remember that you are loved and always in my prayers, even your family to be saved, I pray for that always because GOD always hears and HIS it is HIS will for everyone of our families to be saved as we pray for them, GOD will make a way, amazing ways, greater and higher ways far more than what we could ever ask or imagine! So don't give up believing for the impossible for nothing is ever impossible with GOD! I can't wait to get on the mission field with you! I am so excited because things are happening so quickly and the KING is coming soon!
Love Your Sister, Marie